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Rabu, 29 Desember 2010

everytime

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we strangers when our love is strong?
Why carry on without me?

Everytime I try to fly I fall
Without my wings I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face
It's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe that you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done?
You seem to move on easy

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And everytime I try to fly I fall
Without my wings I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see
You in my dreams
I see your face
You're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away

when you're gone

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take


Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

kegunaan blog bwt aku

blog buat aku, itu tempat bwt share ttg perasaanku..
bkn bwt ngejelek2in orang ato ngomongin orang..
ya percuma bkin blog klo cm bwt kayak gitu..
cuma tambah dosa aja...
menurutku seh gitu...
whatever org mau blg apa aja..
aku gak pernah mkir itu...
yang aku tau, aku ya aku..
who cares?
be my self,,

last kiss

I still remember the look on your face
Lit through the darkness at 1:58
The words that you whispered
For just us to know
Told me you loved me
So why did you go away?
Away?

I do recall now the smell of the rain
Fresh on the pavement
I ran off the plane
That July 9th
The beat of your heart
The jumps through your shirt
I can still feel your arms

But now I’ll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is that
I don’t know how to be something you miss
Never thought we’d have a last kiss
Never imagined we’d end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips

I do remember
The swing of your step
The life of the party, you’re showing off again
And I roll my eyes and then
You pull me in
I’m not much for dancing
But for you I did

Because I love your handshake
Me and my father
I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets
How you kissed me when I was in the middle of saying something
There’s not a day when I don’t miss those rude interruptions

But now I’ll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is that
I don’t know how to be something you miss
Never thought we’d have a last kiss
Never imagined we’d end like this

Your name, forever the name on my lips

So I’ll watch you live in pictures like I used to watch you sleep
And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe
And I keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are
Hope it’s nice where you are

And I hope the sun shines
And it’s a beautiful day
And something reminds you
You wish you had stayed
You can plan for a change in weather and town
But I never planned on you changing your mind

So I’ll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is that
I don’t know how to be something you miss
Never thought we’d have a last kiss
Never imagined we’d end like this

Your name, forever the name on my lips
Just like our last kiss
Forever the name on my lips
Forever the name on my lips

back to december

I’m so glad you made time to see me
How’s life, tell me how’s your family?
I haven’t seen them in a while

You’ve been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
I still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you
Wishing I’d realized what I had when you were mine
I’d go back to December turn around and make it all right
I’d go back to December all the time

These days I haven’t been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn’t call

Then I think about summer all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And when the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
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You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you
Wishing I’d realized what I had when you were mine
I’d go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I’d go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And now you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If you loved again I swear I’d love you right

I’d go back in time and change it but I can’t
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you
Wishing I’d realized what I had when you were mine
I’d go back to December turn around and make it all right
I’d go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I’d go back to December all the time

All the time

why?

kenapa aku selalu galau galau galau???????
capek...
tiap hari byk pikiran....
ckckck
ya semester 2 ini aku mau coba jd pita yg rajin wkakak
tak akui emang semester 1 aku rada' males hehehe
tp di semester 2 ini aku mencoba jd LEBIH RAJIN LAGI hahaha

Senin, 11 Oktober 2010

akhirnyaa

setelah lama nyari pengganti dy...
akhirnya aku nemuin jg hehehe
gak jauh2 kok...
duduknya disebelahku tp gak jejer..hehehe
yaa...gantinya dion...
temen sekelasku...
aku ma dia dulu kerjaanya ributt mulu haha
tp skg?
udh jadiann..
tanggal jadian kita itu tgl 0210 2010
hehe
tepatnya di depan kelas 8F hohoho
dr kelas 8C mpe pojok tu sepii semua..
asekasek
ya saya terima sajalah hehehhe
dan skg kamii pun menjadi sepasang sejolii
wedjee suiit suiit wkkwkwk

Jumat, 03 September 2010

4 september 2010

kmaren buber ma wolfranch...hahahaha
ada angkatan 8f yg taun lalu juga....
um....asiikkk bgt!!!!
bisa lupa ma yg harus.x dirayain :'))
malem.x aku ke alun2 jg...foto2 gt deh...
byk bgt org2 aneh disana hahahhaha

hari ini,, terakhir sekolah sebelum libur...
harus.x hari ini 22minggu....
tp?
ya sudahlah.. :')
percuma jg di tangisin, dy gak akan balik kok....
i will let u go... :')
hari ini juga ada buber kok..
ma ikari rantja...
hahhahahay
asiikk...
forget all about you boy!
you're not contact me again....
thx...

Kamis, 02 September 2010

buber with wolfranch....

hari ini aku mw buber bareng wolfranch!!!!!
muaaach muaaach....hhahahhaha
semoga aku lupa ma kejadian yg harus.x aku alami hari ini...
dan yang pasti.x yg harus.x aku rayain :')
LOVE
huhuhuhuu
inget itu cuma bkin sedih aja :'(

jumat 3 september 2010

tanggal 3????
harus.x 5 bln... :')
tp udah kandas duluan...
sedih bgt rasanya...
emang kok, cnt gak harus memiliki...
aku cuma mw kamu liat mataku n rasain apa yg aku rasain selama ini...
aku cuma bs nangis dlm hati,,
terserah kamu mw blg apa ttg aku...
gak kontak aku, sms aja enggak...
maaf aku gak blz poke.mu, bukan.x aku gak mw, tp aku cuma takut kalo cwe.mu yg sekarang marah ma kamu...
karna kmu msh hubungan ma mantan.mu,...
kyk aku dulu :'(

Kamis, 26 Agustus 2010

nannannana

Kmaren,,, ada someone yg kmaren itulah......
Aku, sbenerx mw nangis tp aku tahan....
Mpe segitunya aku.... :’(
Masalahnya inget terus ma dy.....

Hari ini,,
Wew....ulangan EKONOMI!!!!
Gak ada yg tw ulangan....
Lebih parahnya aku gak blajaarrr!!!!
Huhuhuu
Menyedihkaaann >,<
Hr ini jg, ada kejadian bgs bgt!!!!
Hany nembak firhan....
Tp ya, itu cuma bwt ngerjain aja.....
Hahahahahha
Koyaaa tenaaannn!!!!!!
wkkwkwkwkwkk

Jumat, 20 Agustus 2010

hmmmm

Gimana rasanya, jadi cwe yang setiap ketemu cwo.x dianggap gak ad..
Selalu cmburu...
Slalu salah dimata cwo itu...
Selalu mengalah, agar tetap bertahan...
Itu yang aku rasain...
Andai kamu baca ini...
Kamu bakal tw, rasanya hati ini...
Ditusuk dengan pisau yang tajam lalu kamu buang begitu saja...
Dulu, kamu gak gini...
Sepertinya aku selalu salah dimatamu.
Gak pernah benar..
Aku tw q gak SEMPURNA..
Gak seperti MEREKA YG SEMPURNA dimatamu...
Q tw itu!
Q sadar!
Tapi q pux cnt yg SEMPURNA!
Q percya kamu,
Mencoba menjaga perasaanmu.
Walau itu perih bgt!

without tittle


Apa kamu ngerasa semuax?
Saat kamu bilang sedikt sayang sama aku?
Apa kamu tw, q kyk diiris2 pisau yg tajam pke kata2mu..
Dulu blg janji, skg?
Kamu gak tw skt htx q,
Selama ini bertahan bwt cnt qt.
Menahan semua skt ht ini..
Apa kamu gak ngerti?
Sadar....
Smua yg kamu katain itu,...
Sadar...
Gmana skt htx aku....
Hancurnya aku....
Knapa kamu gak bunuh aku sekalian?
Truz kamu cri cwe laen?
Gak usah ngomong janji kalo gak bs nepatin,
Cuma buang wktu.

harii ini 21 agustus 2010

hmm..... hari sabtu...
tepat 1 minggu aku putus dr dia....
emang susah bwt ngelupainnya...
tp aku harus bisa, jujur aja masih ada rasa sakit yg tertinggal di hatii...
sakit bgt....
apalgi setelah tw semuannya...
tp sekarang...
hati ini udah mulai beku akan kenangannya....
semua rasa sakit ma kebohongan...
semua janji, telah tiada lagi....
gak akan ada rasa benci bwt dy, tangis, atopun sedih...
mungkin emang bkn dy yg terbaik bwt aku...
ah lupakan!
hari ini aku gak telat!!!!!
walopun mepet tp gak telat...
hr ini jg ulangan agama, yah emang agak susah tp pita harus bisaaa!!!!